Jeff's testimony

This is my story. I hope it gives the Lord Jesus Glory. I was about 17 years old when I decided to move to a city in the state of Maine . One sunny day I left home with a suitcase and started to hitchhike across the state. To my surprise, I got there and my first stop was at a gay bar. I think I stayed at a friend’s house that night. Then as time went on, I moved to that city; and lived there for about 5 years. I met this transgender person at the nightclub one night, and I thought this is the most beautiful person I have ever seen. We introduced our self’s and became best friends.

My friend told me about an Endocrinologist who would see you in his office and talk with you to see if you’re a candidate to live your life as a woman or transsexual. If the doctor thought you were a good candidate, he would write you a prescription for female hormones. The day I saw the doctor he wrote the prescription, I was about 18years old when I started taking them.

After about a year and a half my breast started to look like a girls, going through puberty. I was so excited at that time. I felt as though I was turning into this person that I had always wanted to be. I was not aware that I was listening to the DEVIL saying, “Your a girl trapped in a mans body,” I thought I was hearing myself at that time.

I later moved from Maine to Boston Massachusetts . I got involved with drugs, drinking, and prostitution. I had implants in my breasts for fifteen to sixteen years. After about 18 years living in Boston , I wanted a new move, who knew it would be back to Maine . I got involved in doing the same things there, this time I was also doing Heroin, Oxycontin, and Methadone.

One day I got into a fight with a friend and she pushed me down a very large flight of stairs. It was shocking to me at that moment. At the bottom of the stairs when I stood up, the thought, “WOW GOD HAD TO HAVE BEEN WITH ME,” came to me. There were no broken bones but I was in a lot of pain so bad, it kept me in bed for a while. One day while I was in my bed something or someone sat me up; I was puzzled because I had not used my hands or arms to sit up. This is the thought that came to me at that moment, “WOW, I FEEL LIKE I HAVE SOLD MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL BECAUSE, I HAVE TO GO TO A METHADONE CLINIC IN ORDER TO FUNCTION.” I thought deeply and then I started talking to God I said, “God, if I could just get through three days of not going to the clinic, I could not go back anyway because I would be breaking the contract I signed with them. Well to my surprise, God got me through those three days and it was very hard for me, I was going through withdrawal, mussel spasms, and pain.

One day I went to the Hospital and while I was in a wheelchair there a little old woman walked up to me and asked me, “DO YOU K NOW JESUS?” I Lied to her, and said, “yes.” When I left the hospital after the doctor saw me. When I got home and to my surprise, this is what I was hearing all the time in my head, “DO YOU K NOW JESUS?” this went on for some time, finally I said, “WELL, I know of him but do I really no him?” I started watching TBN Ministries and would eventually say the sinner’s prayer. But I did not feel any better or different. I was somewhat upset so I said, “Well God, now that you live in me why don't I feel any different?” I got back in bed was looking up to the ceiling and was talking to God and on my TV Paula White was on preaching Gods Word. To my shock I had just asked God three question's and then turned to the TV And Paula Whites face was magnified to the size of a normal persons head and God answered the three questions that I had just asked him, I could see living water moving around Paula’s head. I was in Awe.

God reached his hand down from Heaven pulled 41 pictures in front of my face. He showed me from the time I was born until that moment with him. Every picture was a living motion picture for every year that I had ever lived. He said, “This is you growing, developing, and changing. Honey, this isn't you, this is what the Devil has done to you.” I was in awe! I could really feel his breath on my face when he talked to me, His breath alone was speaking these words, LOVE, PRESHESNESS, Tenderness, mercy, and Grace; those are the words of Truth he said. From that moment, I knew that I had listened to a LIE for all those years. The Lord gave me alot of visions and continued to talk to me and give me Revelation to transgender, in the supernatural.

He baptized me with his Spirit in October of 2005 and set me free from all the drugs, drinking, prostitution, Homosexuality, Transsexualism, and depression. Praise GOD HA. He truly is the way the Truth and the life. Thank you JESUS, I LOVE YOU MY LORD AND SAVIOR. I am now living as a man again and have been since 2006 Gods quick. And know that I am very grateful for him. Thanks for listening to the testimony from the Lord He gave this to me, for his Glory. All things are possible to them that believe, AMEN . Remember, there is a way His name is JESUS. If you don’t know Him and would like his help, talk to him He is right there with you in spirit. Jesus is calling you and you did not read this by accident.
Jeffrey.